Some times i find myself walking in circles
With no sence of time direction or place
Just to look back to realize i'm right where i had begun
and the clock continues to tick and my life goes on

I try to look at things differently from time to time
attempting to see things through anothers eyes
Its difficult to except what others see and what you do not
its looking through a kaledoscope and not knowing whats going on 

Often i get lost in my own state of mind
Second guessing all my thoughts and emotions 
It's hard to take a risk when it's so simple to play it safe
But sometimes the chances we take help define who we are

I've learn to except things as they are
Realizing certain things in life are quite inevitable
How can one small voice stand out in a crowd
like a man in a labrynth i to get lost sometimes

My self consious desires can sometimes overpower
I feen for things no other does
Its hard to fight off all of my feelings
like a shooting star i have no knowledge of when they will come

All in all nothing really changes where all the same
Different people different lives different names
We look to tell our stories but theres nothing to tell
Our lives are like a piece of paper used then tossed out

He'll Never give Away His Secret

Her head is spinning lately
Wont you help her find her way
Her world is going crazy
And each and every day
She finds herself walking in cricles
Pass his door for the millionth time
Shes see him staring out his window
Watching as she passes him by
and whats the difference?
Does it ever really change
You'll never look at her the way she looks at you
So its all the same

Because she loves him but he loves another
but secretly he likes her too 
but she'll never know
No he'll never give away his secret
no he'll never give away his secret to her

Hold on its all moving to fast
Crashing into love again
She just wants to hold onto her heart
One last time dont wanna choose a guy
he knows what she feels inside
still he's taken her for a ride
she cant handle it much longer 
She can no longer hear a sound
He is silently breaking her down 
and she waits for him to call her
and she waits for him to show
But nothing changes its all the same 

Because she loves him but he loves another
but secretly he likes her too 
but she'll never know
No he'll never give away his secret
no he'll never give away his secret to her

and it drives her insane
his name is written upon her heart
It cant be erased it cant be erased
its there to stay

Because she loves him but he loves another
but secretly he likes her too 
but she'll never know
No he'll never give away his secret
no he'll never give away his secret to her
He'll never give away his secret he'll never give away his secret
he'll never give away his secret to her
He'll never give away his secret he'll never give away his secret
he'll never give away his secret to her
(repeate till fade) 

By: Jessica

Just a song today--not titled yet

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I cant seem to catch my breath
Cant seem to comprehend all the things you said
i hold my breath and count to ten
Pray that you'll come back again
It all happened all so fast
The memorys gone now all that happened in the past
I'll close my eyes and hold my head
Try not to cry I'll scream instead
(because its all a big mistake
a big misuderstanding )

You dont get me ...
No you just dont get me no-oh more
you just dont understand
what is it i'm waiten for
running scared through open doors
cant seem to find the right
time or place
Its all a race
it seems i lost 

and I stayed up to 4 am 
waiten for you to call couldnt sleep again
It no suprise to me i am my own worst enemy
The day has gone and I'm left with only me
and didnt you think that it be fun
a game of hit and run
I'm walken circles but no ones there
no one seems to care anymore

You dont get me ...
No you just dont get me no-oh more
you just dont understand
what is it i'm waiten for
running scared through open doors
cant seem to find the right
time or place
Its all a race
it seems i lost 

I'll hold my breath and count to ten
hope that you'll come back again
and i wont cry or well atleast i'll try
To hold my head up and fake a smile
for just a while it'll be ok 
I'll pretend that everythings alright
I'll make it home tonight
All on my own no words to say to you
No fiath that'll i"ll make it through

Becasue you dont get me ...
No you just dont get me no-oh more
you just dont understand
what is it i'm waiten for
running scared through open doors
cant seem to find the right
time or place
Its all a race
it seems i lost it all to you
i lost it all to you
(you just dont get me) 
Dont get me no more...
 
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This is my B/f's baby but i <3 her

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its a song im not dun i got lazy

The Girls I'll Never Be

You say that i'm beautiful
but i know its not enough
because you'll never look at me
the way you looked at her
when she signed her autograph
or smiled and said hello
No i'm not that beautiful

And what about that time
you got real drunk 
and i had to take you home 
damn it fix you all up
would any of these girls
care about you
the way i do

but if you could have one girl in the universe
who would it be cause i know it isent me
would it be Jessica Simpson or her sister Ashly
or maybe it be Nicole Richie or Avril Lavigne
Or maybe your into a super model
like Carmon electra or Tori wilson
all the girls i'll never get to be
Like Angelina Jolie
Yah i know that shes hot
I got it the 1st time dont tell me again
i know that you fantasize you and all your friends
of the girls i'll never get to be...

And when we lie in bed
are you wishing its them
lying right beside you
holding you like i do
or running your hands
through there hair
touching there bodies
the way you touch mine
or kissing and swarein
there yours for all time
and i cant seem to take it
cause i'll never measure up to them

but if you could have one girl in the universe
who would it be cause i know it not me
would it be jennifer lopez  or jennifer Aniston
or maybe its Hiliary Duff or Lindsay Lohan
there both young and beautiful just like you
a perfect picture of innocene
but we know thats not true
like Guwen Stefani or Hallie Barry
all the girls i'll never get to be
Like Angelina Jolie
Yah i know that shes hot
I got it the 1st time dont tell me again
i know that you fantasize you and all your friends
of the girls i'll never get to be...

Have you ever felt so happy with something to the point
where anything that in reality  
which would normally be consider wrong
just seemed right to you...? 

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Just a Poem

Trapped

Stuck beneath a rock
pebbles at my feet
and i am going in circles
in search of some release

The knobs refuse to turn
Stuck behind the door
and i am trying to get out
but feet are glued to the floor

I'm captured like a butterfly
pinned up to a wall
and i attempt to fly away
but only do i fall

Like the moon is to the sky
or the ocean to the sand
we are bound together
one life one heart ine hand

I'm  locked with in your grasp
large hands which hold me steady
and i am scared to run away
for i might not be ready

Yet if at all i do escape
what treachory lyes ahead
for i am forced to confront my fears
go against the things you've said.

Bye Eve